Giddyness.

I was supposed to call to confirm our date for Thursday. Rather than the quick, perfunctory phone call it should/could have been... We were on the phone for over 2 hours! We talked about many subjects, but the content of the conversation is fairly unimportant at this point. Mostly, he made me laugh. Out loud. Like I meant it.

I'm not saying he is without faults (I could name a couple already). All I'm saying is it was fun. I liked it. I like him. He said I could call him again before Thursday, if I wanted to. I told him I wouldn't be able to because of my busy schedule. That wasn't entirely the truth. Mostly, I just don't want to scare him off before we've even gotten started. Plus, absence makes the heart grow fonder, right? I don't believe in "playing hard to get", but I don't want to be too easy either.

I'm happy. Well, that's not really news. I'm usually happy. I'm excited. I'm enjoying the anticipation. I'm not going to let myself get all worked up, anxious, or worried about any of it.

Life is going to happen. I'm going to let it. Not that it needed my permission, but...