Break through!

I've been unhappy for so long, I can't even remember when I was last happy. Like genuinely happy. Not fake, just-to-make-everyone-else-comfortable happy.

But I'm happy today. It started with sad. Grant made me cry. I almost cried, then stopped. He asked why I stopped. I said, "I don't cry for audiences." He asked why. I cried. And stopped. Then he asked me to talk about my grandpa. Both of us cried.

I feel like I can breath again.